I’m not sure what this post will be about. To be honest I’m confused and I just sat in the shower thinking that would clear the confusion? Since we are being honest.. I’m sad that I’m alone. I’m angry that my family is dysfunctional and I no longer fit into that dysfunctionalality where I was… Continue reading I guess I need a title?
Preface: this will be mailed to the prison where he is incarcerated at until mid-May 2018. Spell check and editing coming soon (hah). ❤ — ❤ — ❤ “Year and a Half Later” By the time you get this letter, it will be about a year and a half since I sent that first letter… Continue reading Boyfriend Christmas Letter
Do you ever need someone? The type of need that forces one last breath without their presence? Without them you know your lungs will collapse. As your chest rises and falls, you know within each tenth of a second how acutely aware you are that you cannot have them. Worse? The fact that you cannot do… Continue reading Without You
I have realized that there are few things sweeter than a 10 month border collie snuggling in the morning. Her intentional movement to my side where she flops her head on my chest. Or how she licks my arm to inform me she is awake. My boyfriend is in prison for a dumbass reason…. so… Continue reading AM / PM Dog
Lovely You and I. Secrets are lost… Impossible if chosen apart. Love felt. If only You an I Chose it all with One cost. This love will Start with your kiss.
[continued from “Prison Love I: Failling in Love” ] The question, “what am I doing?” rings in my ear every so often. It is answered by a warm sensation that lightly radiates from within my chest. My heart is in love. If you’ve been following my blogs, you’ll know that I have endured the pits… Continue reading Prison Love II: Strength
All fantasies Sooner or later fantasies will be real Hesitant withdrawal Consistent hope Long-lasting, three years Never rewind Five-seconds, false bliss All you can be just dreams Out loud now A fight known No orb can bring Life, untamed still One heart breaks multiple ache Seek the end One cover, below Swallow the night You… Continue reading Prison Poetry: IV