I believe that everything happens for a reason. Do you? What DO YOU believe?
Everything in my life has been a struggle. Does everyone experience that hardship? Don’t get me wrong, there has been a ton of good. A ton. A lot of happiness. Some joy. Some love. But nothing has ever been handed to me. I’ve fought for everything I have. Self-made, as they say.
Do you wish you knew the future? Whether it will bring pain, joy, sorrow, pleasure? Do you ever wonder if you’ll have to fight forever?
It feels exhausting to me.
Then again. I also think that knowing everything and having all the answers would be horrible!!! Will I have to fight for mental stability, happiness, and career I love the rest of my life? I’m not sure I want to know?
I DO KNOW that I am so, so, so, so thankful for all the lessons learned. The hardship that has made me strong and has shaped my will to endure and persevere. Am I contradicting myself..
So many questions. What are your thoughts?