Alarm Clock, First Thoughts

Posted in Addiction, anxiety, depression, Mental Health, suicide

Food.

The one thing that will calm the storm known as “hunger”. When in actuality, it is only comfort food.

I always do it… grab the first thing to eat even though I KNOW I am not hungry. I’m tired.

Tired is uncomfortable to me. I need to be fully rested to maintain a stable mood. Until that anxiety pill is in my hand washed away by water, I can’t control it.

You may be thinking, “get rid of the food so it isn’t tempting, duh!”. Well. I have to eat something when I AM hungry. And that is the problem – I will grab literally anything…

I guess I’m not worthy of conquering my eating disorder.

3 thoughts on “Alarm Clock, First Thoughts”

  1. The first thing I do when I wake up is go for an energy drink. I understand the issue, and there is hope for us! I don’t know what, but there has to be! 😀

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