It’s never easy to walk away, let her go. When you touched my heart, you could tell I was broken. Everything leads to – just walk away – but you love me. It will be okay. It will hurt. Bottoms up, tonight. Time can’t steal the love you’re born to find. Never easy but you’ll… Continue reading Learning to Love
I have been struggling with the side effects of depresion and anxiety medications for a little over three years now. When I took a mental health genetics test through GeneSight it finally led us on the right path. However, no one could have guessed just how sensitive my system really is. I have tried over… Continue reading This is me.
I picked my boyfriend up from work yesterday and he was very excited to show me his brand new shiny vaping pen. (uhhh what?!) He sensed my shock in his enthusiasm. So he explained that he has been having strong urges to smoke again ever since he got on his new ADD medication. And he… Continue reading Vaping – Safe?
Shit. It’s one of those days where it doesn’t matter what happens around me or what my mind decides to do or not do… I just want to eat. I need to eat. After 31 years I still think it is strange how a person can consciously know they are full AND still listen to… Continue reading Food Will (almost) Always Win
I haven’t been on here since February and it feels like just yesterday. It is incredible how so much heartache and so much growth can happen in a few short months. I’m still working through all my demons. Some days I am brilliant. Other days I pull myself out of bed. I’m still a little… Continue reading My Return
“My Mind” – June 15, 2017 Smart mouth Head Spinning Silenced Whip lash ends Despair withdrawals Beg for You To calm my storm Paramount Recovery of hope. Demons retreat, Almost.
I’m in a mood. I tried a new shampoo and conditioner and I am losing gobs of hair. By the handful. It is like I am chemotherapy again… AND, it was $25…. each… I woke up this morning and my roommates cat knocked over her plant. All over the kitchen. Soil, rocks, greenery, all over.… Continue reading The Mood.