Have you ever been suicidal? My psychiatrist calls it “suicidal ideations”. What the hell is the difference? I recall being immobile in bed for six months straight. With one thought: it would be so much easier to not be alive; to not have to breathe one more breath. Because each breath kills you a little… Continue reading Suicide: December 29, 2016
Tag: hope
Pride
Eyes and heart Burn warm within Finally Connected Forgiving my sins Acceptance and faith Recognizes My charm, All along. Aligned toes to chin My mystery ride Begs for healing Of each scar Peace that I Keep In that – I embrace pride
New Me?
This isn’t me. At least, I don’t think it is? If it is the new me then I hate it! Ever since the roller coaster of trial and error with SSRIs, Aug2016-May2017, I have been recovering. Apparently my neurotransmitters process great, so when you increase them, I get significantly worse. Now?… Cognitive function is slow… Continue reading New Me?
Personal Growth
I am so moved by the CarlyMarie quotes that I found on Pinterest a while back. What does personal growth look like for you? Step 1 for me was realizing I am loved – it doesn’t require another to love me. I’m love simply for being.
Mantra
I can do this I believe I’m strong I deserve love I am not alone I have faith I’m hopeful I forgive I made peace I forgave I will persevere I deserve to live I try to help others I have strength I can’t leave you I feel loved I AM love I will endure… Continue reading Mantra
Finding Happiness 