It’s never easy to walk away, let her go. When you touched my heart, you could tell I was broken. Everything leads to – just walk away – but you love me. It will be okay. It will hurt. Bottoms up, tonight. Time can’t steal the love you’re born to find. Never easy but you’ll… Continue reading Learning to Love
A different place, different conversation. Still wanting to runaway now. Chasing my self, seeking my personality not found. Who am I? If I can’t have myself then you can’t have me either. Lost, hot damn. This river flows and boulders crash circling the tornado. At rock bottom, does the grass grow green? Glimmer before me?… Continue reading Who Am I – A Poem?
2.12.18 Legendary or Ordinary? Scrap and fight For love – One embrace Soul trembling Thunder crashing Rolling thru two hearts Let loose What do we lose? Shaken But not broken Your presence Always with me Astral dream You see me You will never Love me more Never let me go I beg – I plead… Continue reading Alright?
Crash down Out of time Inevitable pain – gloom and dismay Are you okay? The ground shakes Lips meet. Tongues locked between. Hands low below Hips pressed against, Hard. Shaft. You. Drunk on euphoria Finally lost in you . . . . . And now? A moment of distance, pause. A craved engraved You can’t,… Continue reading Post-Valentine’s Post
“My Mind” – June 15, 2017 Smart mouth Head Spinning Silenced Whip lash ends Despair withdrawals Beg for You To calm my storm Paramount Recovery of hope. Demons retreat, Almost.
Heart pounding Days and nights Sweet dreams – I gotta go now. Silent lies Move past the Past, where – you gotta go now.
Come back No dream Sorrow pours deeper Than the black sea The heart of so many I’ve lost track Your smile so Sarcastic, sweet No judgement Acceptance between Think about me? Remember me? My mistake Question the truth Always missing you
Insecure – Turning away From hidden fear. Beauty rings free Sipping lightly Under blurred lights. Eyes locked The key shines silently The way it should be. Take me away Wrapped in sheets Help me breathe – Gasping for your Hard sweetness Against me.
I’m lost. I never added up. Suffocate to forget. Locked in my mind – Twist and turn. Instead, pain is amplified. Break free – need to breathe. Find a smile in my dream – Pain subtracted from My chosen state of mind. Let’s leave it all Behind.
Some nights I wish I trusted others more. Some nights I resent my choices that day. Other nights I’m thankful for life. Some nights I wish exhaustion would fade for one day. Some nights I regret missing opportunities to improve. Other nights I’m proud of how far I’ve come. Most nights I want to feel… Continue reading Night Time Thoughts