My entire life I’ve never had anyone to inspire me or believe in me. Reflecting, the individuals that I thought had pure intentions were only concerned with their own intentions. To tack onto those statements, society is a complex dynamic. Each person is living with a different childhood, their own pain, their own beliefs. Have… Continue reading Fear
Category: Mental Health
Random Bucket List Things
I keep this little journal that I carry around with me and I write down bucket list items as I think of them. A lot of them are the usual like bungee jump or sky dive. Then I thought about it more, and perhaps my bucket list items aren’t as random as I thought? Here… Continue reading Random Bucket List Things
Most Random Sexy Playlist
Stripper/Sex music incoming. You’ve been warned. Uh oh. I’m going to be totally honest and not politically correct. But this is killing me. I have to write this down because scribbling it on random pieces of paper no longer works for me! “She Wolf” – Shakira “Oohlala” – Goldfrapp “Earned It” – The Weekend “Kiss… Continue reading Most Random Sexy Playlist
Happiness
What makes you happy? What is happiness? It is such a subjective subject because we are all unique and contribute to society in a different way. On top of that, many get so consumed by daily routines that we forget to find happiness in the most simplest things or situations. I had an idea to… Continue reading Happiness
40 Hours.
(Venting incoming) Shiiiiiiiit. 40 work hours in three days. I swear my boss loves torture methods. I’m facilitating a workshop so I should clarify that it is rewarding knowing I’m helping others suceed. But, Shiiiiit. Lol. My brain is mentally torn apart. My feet hurt a little. I miss my cat. No lunch makes me… Continue reading 40 Hours.
Promise, No Promises
Have you ever called upon a friend/family member for help? To sit by you while you cry? To give advice when you know that no words will help drown the pain? You are asking for a simple request, right? Except when the person you call on isn’t available……….. Does anyone ever consider what the other… Continue reading Promise, No Promises
Be The Reason
With all of the news and sorrow viciously attached to all the hurricanes, I realized something: life is short and nothing is promised. Sure, I’ve had that realization before. But now more than ever… woah. That shit is impactful. So. Be The Reason!! Be someone’s reason to smile today. To laugh today. Donate and Be… Continue reading Be The Reason
4:25 AM Post
Sitting up in bed against the headboard. With the nightstand light on. Listening to ambient rain sounds. With a puppy and kitty snuggled near me. Sounds awesome on paper. Well, in writing. In reality: I’m nauseous and borderline gagging, anxious and can feel my heart pounding, nervous of failure, dehydrated from not wanting to lift… Continue reading 4:25 AM Post
Backsliding
After being so suicidal for so long, then finding the right medication and thriving, then being slammed down and suicidal again by a reaction to Tramadol…. followed by the joy of thriving again once Tramadol was out of my system. It’s been two weeks since my mind has been clear and stable again. That is… Continue reading Backsliding
Hypochondriac Therapist
Does this topic warrant concern? After all, you depend on this person to manage your mental health care, prescribe medication, and provide scientific logical advice regarding your well-being. I will just cut to the chase…. Round 1) “When my son was a chunky plump baby heavily overweight, I was literally concerned that he had a… Continue reading Hypochondriac Therapist
Finding Happiness 