Eyes and heart Burn warm within Finally Connected Forgiving my sins Acceptance and faith Recognizes My charm, All along. Aligned toes to chin My mystery ride Begs for healing Of each scar Peace that I Keep In that – I embrace pride
Category: Mental Health
The Dark
Is anyone else afraid of the dark? The unknown that lurks in the distance? That gut feeling that something haunting is in your presence? The sensation of hair standing up on the back of your neck? When I was about five years old, I remember my brothers locking me in a room, making me watch… Continue reading The Dark
One Wish
The next shooting star you see – what would you wish for? I’d wish for comfort.
Long Days
Working ten hours a day equates extreme exhaustion – especially when you just go off six months of medical leave. I pushed myself too hard and now I spiral down. Ugh. My boss has expectations and I need my job to pay my mortgage and bills…. but F*CK! I am trying to be optimistic so… Continue reading Long Days
New Me?
This isn’t me. At least, I don’t think it is? If it is the new me then I hate it! Ever since the roller coaster of trial and error with SSRIs, Aug2016-May2017, I have been recovering. Apparently my neurotransmitters process great, so when you increase them, I get significantly worse. Now?… Cognitive function is slow… Continue reading New Me?
The 5:04 AM Post
I woke up due to my boyfriends mothers boyfriend staying with me in my house. He got up and my dog went into a spaz of excitement.Anyways. Now I’m up. Now my mind is spinning with thoughts, plans, an agenda for the day, fears, hopes, concerns. I’ve tried music, drawing, reading – all for a… Continue reading The 5:04 AM Post
Healing Energy
Channel your inner energy. Focus on that energy and heal your inner consciousness so that it radiates. 🔥 We cannot control every detail of our life. Including the debilitating days of depression. But we can try to make the most of it by finding a coping mechanism.
Personal Growth
I am so moved by the CarlyMarie quotes that I found on Pinterest a while back. What does personal growth look like for you? Step 1 for me was realizing I am loved – it doesn’t require another to love me. I’m love simply for being.
A Daughter’s Love
I should start by saying my mother is alive. I am grieving in the unconventional way; many people think of grief as death. My grief is from realizing that my mother, whom I have been codependent on my entire life (30 years), no longer controls my actions, thoughts, or beliefs. I grieve her absence. I… Continue reading A Daughter’s Love
Missing my Love
Tears form Lips pierce Brain storms My eyes fierce Pain swells As I exhale Knees weaken Words soft spoken Questioning “WHY” My heart so Broken.
Finding Happiness 