Internal Hope – Originally posted August 5th, 2017 I think of the word “hope” and I must admit, I have no idea how to put a definition on the word. And I use it all the time. Hell, within my first blog on this site, “My Personal Hell”, I referred to hope. In case you can’t… Continue reading Internal Hope
Category: MDD
Blogger Recognition Award
Thank you A huge thank you to Glimmers of Silver for her nomination – I am truly grateful for this recognition! Her blog encourages me to explore why I think what I think, what I do and why I do it…and at the end of the day, what is the meaning of it all? She… Continue reading Blogger Recognition Award
Long Days
Working ten hours a day equates extreme exhaustion – especially when you just go off six months of medical leave. I pushed myself too hard and now I spiral down. Ugh. My boss has expectations and I need my job to pay my mortgage and bills…. but F*CK! I am trying to be optimistic so… Continue reading Long Days
And I Wonder…
If a star has a soul looking down upon us. If there are sea creatures in the ocean that could sink a cruise ship. If each person did a random act of kindness each day, what the world would be like in one year. Ten years. How far away the nearest alien resides. How to… Continue reading And I Wonder…
Do you love your parents?
In society, we are made to believe that we MUST love our parents. Regardless of what they do, how they act, who they are. Some would even argue that unconditional love is love that does not have to be earned; conditional love is love that must be earned? What if I don’t love them unconditionally… Continue reading Do you love your parents?
MDD and a Puppy
I am an animal lover. Borderline PETA type of shit. For most of my life I have had MDD. When I sought treatment and each SSRI messed my brain up more, I went into a tailspin. The highest high, and lowest low; all induced by chemical toxicity. When I went through manic moods I bought… Continue reading MDD and a Puppy
Finding Happiness 