… I will never regret. Each moment. Each judgement. Each subjective opinion. Each comparison. All the jokes, giggles, sexy looks, agreement on physical appearances of others, our mutual love of Capt. Morgan’s or Skittles or Sex on the Beach. All those transparent conversations about sex and debates regarding the best way to have sex. You… Continue reading I Will Never Forget…
Category: depression
Alarm Clock, First Thoughts
Food. The one thing that will calm the storm known as “hunger”. When in actuality, it is only comfort food. I always do it… grab the first thing to eat even though I KNOW I am not hungry. I’m tired. Tired is uncomfortable to me. I need to be fully rested to maintain a stable mood.… Continue reading Alarm Clock, First Thoughts
Hypochondriac Therapist
Does this topic warrant concern? After all, you depend on this person to manage your mental health care, prescribe medication, and provide scientific logical advice regarding your well-being. I will just cut to the chase…. Round 1) “When my son was a chunky plump baby heavily overweight, I was literally concerned that he had a… Continue reading Hypochondriac Therapist
Another Round of Psychiatrist Jokes
Uhhuh, it has happened. My psychiatrist and her inside jokes are alive again. Inside Jokes With Your Psychiatrist offered insight on her concern of freckles. Today, she entertained herself in a conversation WITH HERSELF regarding more freckles that went on for minutes. Until she got to the point where she felt she should include me… Continue reading Another Round of Psychiatrist Jokes
Pretty
It’s a rare moment friends. I feel pretty. The kind where you lower your head slightly and smile. Or you want to smile into the mirror because you know that in that moment, no body could find you more pretty than you do. The kind where you let your hair be a little messy and… Continue reading Pretty
Spiritual Awakening
I believe, with all certainty, that I have had a spiritual awakening. We’ve all heard of mind, body, and spirit. But do you know what it means? Until recently, I had no clue what the spiritual component meant. I have been focusing on connecting my mind and body. Stabilizing my moods, mindset, emotional intelligence understanding… Continue reading Spiritual Awakening
. . . Workday Sept 6 . . .
ZzZZzzZ.. Does anyone else ever get the point in the work day where you think “holy crap – I am tired”? Following shortly after, your posture sinking down, hands holding your head up, and your eyes closing shut (you know the kind of closing where it is so rewarding yet feels so “naughty” because you… Continue reading . . . Workday Sept 6 . . .
Suicide: December 29, 2016
Have you ever been suicidal? My psychiatrist calls it “suicidal ideations”. What the hell is the difference? I recall being immobile in bed for six months straight. With one thought: it would be so much easier to not be alive; to not have to breathe one more breath. Because each breath kills you a little… Continue reading Suicide: December 29, 2016
Blogger Recognition Award
Thank you A huge thank you to Glimmers of Silver for her nomination – I am truly grateful for this recognition! Her blog encourages me to explore why I think what I think, what I do and why I do it…and at the end of the day, what is the meaning of it all? She… Continue reading Blogger Recognition Award
My Life
Beautiful mind, Lost and alone. The broken past, Chaos and control. Her heart of gold, Selfless and dull. My mystery ride, Inside and out, brings Self-discovery Untold. Quest for peace – the Tears and the pain Ache deep inside. Irrationality in control. String me along Until I fold. Question remains – Choose to live, in… Continue reading My Life
Finding Happiness 