Crash down Out of time Inevitable pain – gloom and dismay Are you okay? The ground shakes Lips meet. Tongues locked between. Hands low below Hips pressed against, Hard. Shaft. You. Drunk on euphoria Finally lost in you . . . . . And now? A moment of distance, pause. A craved engraved You can’t,… Continue reading Post-Valentine’s Post
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Buckeklist from 2016
I just pulled out a little black booklet from late 2016-early 2017. Inside I listed about 200+ bucket list items/activities I want to conquer in this life. After all the change, growth, and development of new perspectives and forming new ones.. I was shocked to scratch out many things that I simply have zero desire… Continue reading Buckeklist from 2016
Ironically Missing You
I just had a “aHAH” moment. When you have something all the time, you start to treat the material, situation, emotion, or person and you end up acting like it is a privileged luxury you deserve. But we aren’t privileged to anything. And at ANY moment it can disappear. I miss him. I haven’t seen… Continue reading Ironically Missing You
Alternative to Suicide
At church this last Sunday, the pastor told us a story about how a man walked into his office years ago and said he wanted to kill himself. The pastor asked him why and he was met with many reasons – recently divorced, financial issues, his job is stressful, etc. The pastor shared with us… Continue reading Alternative to Suicide
Limitless Tears
Have you ever just cried? Like REALLY let it all out? Maybe in the shower, looking up toward where the water is spraying your face so that no one can hear. Yesterday night and tonight have been my crying nights. My counselor tells me that it is therapeutic. I’m not sure. I always come out… Continue reading Limitless Tears
Sort it out with Words?
I don’t know. The only thing I know is that maybe if I write then something will make sense. I want to write about every emotion feeling sensation image and see if I can get to an exile. I’m anxious. Constantly lately. Anytime I focus on my Self, anxiety is conquering the battlefield. And my… Continue reading Sort it out with Words?
Weight Management Struggles Cont.
All day yesterday I was on the couch, eating kettlecorn, watching Netflix and essentially doing very little (and I mean it when I say, very little). I was mad at myself last night so I ate right before bed. My brain knows this won’t help. But the part of my brain THAT WON the battle… Continue reading Weight Management Struggles Cont.
My Mind
“My Mind” – June 15, 2017 Smart mouth Head Spinning Silenced Whip lash ends Despair withdrawals Beg for You To calm my storm Paramount Recovery of hope. Demons retreat, Almost.
Dear Universe
Dear Reader, I believe that everything happens for a reason. Do you? What DO YOU believe? Everything in my life has been a struggle. Does everyone experience that hardship? Don’t get me wrong, there has been a ton of good. A ton. A lot of happiness. Some joy. Some love. But nothing has ever been… Continue reading Dear Universe
What are you doing …
Hello Blogger Friends, I have a post that is a little different than my usual. I stumbled upon a book called “The Confident Woman: Devotional 365 Daily Inspirations” by Joyce Meyer while zoning out walking around Target. I was looking for some type of inspiration in the format of a book. This one called my… Continue reading What are you doing …
Finding Happiness 