Come back No dream Sorrow pours deeper Than the black sea The heart of so many I’ve lost track Your smile so Sarcastic, sweet No judgement Acceptance between Think about me? Remember me? My mistake Question the truth Always missing you
Category: Mental Health
The One Who Holds the Stars
Everything happens for a reason. I’ve never met You but I know the truths that I believe in. I pray to You once in a while and I know You don’t judge me for not doing it daily or not attending church every Sunday (more like once every three months). You love every man the… Continue reading The One Who Holds the Stars
I Will Never Forget…
… I will never regret. Each moment. Each judgement. Each subjective opinion. Each comparison. All the jokes, giggles, sexy looks, agreement on physical appearances of others, our mutual love of Capt. Morgan’s or Skittles or Sex on the Beach. All those transparent conversations about sex and debates regarding the best way to have sex. You… Continue reading I Will Never Forget…
Letter to Me: Past Self
Dear Past Self, You’ve been through a lot. Stuff that no child should have to endure and it is okay for you to identify that no child should have to experience the things you have heard, seen, felt. And you do not deserve the prolonged pain, continued unhealthy coping mechanisms you developed to survive, or… Continue reading Letter to Me: Past Self
Alarm Clock, First Thoughts
Food. The one thing that will calm the storm known as “hunger”. When in actuality, it is only comfort food. I always do it… grab the first thing to eat even though I KNOW I am not hungry. I’m tired. Tired is uncomfortable to me. I need to be fully rested to maintain a stable mood.… Continue reading Alarm Clock, First Thoughts
AM / PM Dog
I have realized that there are few things sweeter than a 10 month border collie snuggling in the morning. Her intentional movement to my side where she flops her head on my chest. Or how she licks my arm to inform me she is awake. My boyfriend is in prison for a dumbass reason…. so… Continue reading AM / PM Dog
36
From May 31st until November 1st. 36. I have been dieting and semi-working out. More so, trying to not drink soda or eat greasy food. For someone who has been addicted to soda since age five and someone who ate fast food five days a week the past eight years…. that is huge. 36 lbs.… Continue reading 36
Chances with New Friends
It is horribly terrifying in every sense possible. So many unanswered questions. So many questions that I will never be able to predict prior. Even making the plan is difficult. I have cancelled every plan I have made to hang out. What if they get fed up with me cancelling…… What if they judge me? What if… Continue reading Chances with New Friends
Against Me
Insecure – Turning away From hidden fear. Beauty rings free Sipping lightly Under blurred lights. Eyes locked The key shines silently The way it should be. Take me away Wrapped in sheets Help me breathe – Gasping for your Hard sweetness Against me.
Meditation Playlist
I recently learned that your mind can reach REM sleep easier when you fall asleep to relaxing natural sounds. Who the fuck knows if that is true. Quite honestly, I’m too lazy to Google it. Here is my sound logic: I won’t research this fun fact but I will react quickly and download the first… Continue reading Meditation Playlist
Finding Happiness 